As I type these words, trying to make some kind of sense of the events that have plagued me over the last few weeks, I fear the worst. Dear God, if you are reading this, I can only hope you will believe my testament. You must do so, I beg you, because every word is true, no matter how incredible it may sound. It is coming for me. I feel it in my soul. I pray to heaven that I can finish this letter before it finds me.
It began with my research into Lovecraft’s story “The Colour Out Of Space“. I never should have opened the cover of that accursed book. I thought I was being clever by writing the words down instead of reciting them. Little did I know it was this physical act of inscription that likely sealed my doom. I was performing a spell and I had no idea I was doing it. God, the irony, it’s almost funny when I think about it. But I fear the laughter, once it starts, will never stop.
Wait, that sound! Almost imperceptible, yet I hear it. If you were here with me now, would you also perceive it? Or would you shake your head and tell me it was just my fevered imagination? It is coming now, I am sure of it. The Slump from beyond the stars. I don’t have much time. I have glimpsed it in my dreams, always just out of my line of vision, in the corner of my eye. My curse, my reward for straying too far beyond the realms of the everyday. Why did I have to delve so deeply into that damned book! No, Lord save me, it’s here in the room with me now. Please, not yet, don’t
You’ve explored too far… I understand the urge, though it seems nothing good ever comes of it. But something comes of it. Something always comes of it, slowly at first, so slowly and so quietly you may never notice its presence. But it’s there, trust me, I know. And once it’s there it never leaves. Perhaps we should take that as a blessing, we’ll never be alone again…
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Curse my curiosity! What began as a simple story opened the doorway to things the human mind should never be exposed to. I only hope it’s not too late for you, Todd…
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The protomolecule is there. I’ve just watched the Expanse and believe every word. Dear God, beware me of the vomit zombies!
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Love the Expanse, Andreas! Poor Julie Mao. I pray that her tragic fate will not be mine.
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Tragic? She became a half god! Praise the old gods 🤣
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It was a painful transformation, though. 😣
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Don’t worry. It’s not aliens. It’s just the CIA pumping illegal drugs into your drinking water so you THINK you’re going crazy.
Happens to me all the time 😉
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And you know this because…
They got to you, didn’t they!
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Well, something seems to be spreading. I’m feeling very slumpy this month for sure 😦
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Surely not you, too?.. Then all is truly lost! 😥
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I can feel a blogging slump coming on. Not a reading slump, as I don’t really have those, but like I just mentioned in your post, blogging slumps hit pretty regularly.
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Yeah, I’ve had plenty of those, too. That’s great that you don’t lose your joy of reading. And I take it you read every day?
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Correct. Sometimes not very much, especially if it’s a heavy wordpress day, but I usually try to read for an hour or two in the evenings.
and to be clear, my reading rotation isn’t non-flexible, but it gives me structure that I really need to keep on going.
How much writing do you do? Maybe you need to write some non-review stuff? Just spitballing here….
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I don’t write often enough. I leave my reviews until I’ve had some time to think about the book. Then I try to write a review in a couple of hours and it can often take a few days to finish. Again, it’s a problem of motivation and outside distractions at the moment.
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LOL! Loved it. Glad to see you’re responding to comments, though – not all is lost 😉
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There’s hope for me yet! Thanks, Ola. It was fun to try using a Lovecraftian voice, sans too much purple prose.
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